Thursday, March 31, 2011

He's Just Better Than You

"So, uh, how much of that did you hear?" Ty asked, looking me up and down. God, he was cute. His hair was shaggy and blond, and it fell into his blue eyes. He looked like one of those guys out of fairy tales, you know, like Prince Charming. The sun was shining on him and his hair created like a halo around his head, and I thought he was some sort of fallen angel or something. I was having a hard time thinking of what to say back to him, but I quickly looked away so I could think straight.
"All of it. Well the part where Johnny asked if you fancied anyone. And Johnny, who the hell says fancy? Oh, and I heard the part about me." I kind of whispered the last part, a little embarrassed. I looked down so he couldn't see me blush.
"I'm just gonna go try to find Pony. Bye guys!" Johnny smiled before running away. I suddenly got very self conscious, since it was just me and Ty. What if he thought I was fat? Or ugly? Or that I talked too much? I suddenly got very worried about what Ty thought about me. I had only talked to the guy once, at Soda's party, and it wasn't like we were dating so he couldn't break up with me or anything, just stop liking me. He leaned against the building like I was and started talking.
"So you heard what I said about you..." He trailed off, kicking a rock. I looked up at him.
"Yeah, but it was sweet...or at least I thought so." I smiled. I heard a car pull up and turned to see Pierce's beat up old car. "That's my ride, I'll see you later...okay?" I smiled at Ty. He nodded and I walked over to Pierce's car. I didn't want to though, I wanted to stay and talk to Ty, get to know him and stuff like that.
"Hey babe, who was that guy?" Pierce asked as I got in the car. I leaned back in his seat and put one of my feet on the dash. I looked over at him and smiled.
"Just a guy I'm friends with, don't worry about it, okay?" I smiled, leaning over and kissing him. We weren't officially dating or anything, and he hadn't asked me to be his girlfriend, we just hung out a lot...and kissed.
"I wanna know who it was, you weren't doing anything with him...were you?" Pierce asked, driving away from the DX. I looked out the window, and thought about how stupid of a question of that was.
"Of course not, we're just friends." I replied, still looking out the window.
"Well he looked like he wanted to do things to you." Pierce said, making a sharp turn that made me slide in my seat and hit the door. I sat back in my seat and just stared at Pierce. He had been acting like a bit of an ass lately, and I knew why. He had gotten a letter from the state that said he wasn't allowed to take care of his sister, and he had been angry about it ever since.
"Maybe he did, maybe he didn't. Maybe I want to do things to him." I replied, not even thinking about what I was saying. I immediately regretted it when Pierce slammed on the brakes and looked at me.
"What?" He asked, he was clearly furious.
"Pierce, I didn't - " But he cut me off, he reached across the car and slapped me. I held onto my face where he had hit me, it burned a little, but he didn't hit me that hard. I opened the car door and got out, slamming it shut. I didn't even turn around to look at him, I just walked back to my apartment.
"Why do I always pick the assholes?" I mumbled to myself as I reached my apartment, Pierce's car was already parked in front of his door. I sighed and walked inside, slamming the door. I picked up Theo and walked up to my room, I watched a little bit of TV and checked Facebook. Then I decided to do something bold, I picked up my phone and called Soda. I asked him all I needed to know, got my car keys, and then followed the directions Soda had given me. I pulled up in front of a small house, it was definitely a place where a grease would live. I sat in my car for a few minutes, debating on whether or not this was a good idea. I built up the courage, got out, and walked up to the front porch. I reached out and knocked on the door. A few seconds later a very cute blond boy opened the door. I looked up at him and smiled, he smiled back. "Hi Ty."

Love, Brenangelo.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

There's No One To Tell You Everything's Fucked, So Just Keep Smiling

One-night stands. They're the best thing in the world, unless it happens to you. Thank God it's never happened to me :). I woke up next to a very attractive guy who was in his early 20's. He was still fast asleep so I quickly got dressed and left his hotel room. I went back to the hotel that me and Kyle were staying at and went up to our room. He was awake and watching TV.

"Get your shit together, I told Jamie we would come home for her birthday." I told him. So we got our stuff together and left.

We got back to Tulsa a few hours later, and Kyle dropped me off at my house. I put my stuff up, and then got in my car. I drove to the old strip club that I used to work at. I went inside and walked back to the managers office. I knocked on the door and the manager answered. "Well hello Breanna!" He smiled, welcoming me in. "Let's cut to the chase, I was wondering if I could get another job here..." We discussed that and I got my old job back.

On the way out of the club I ran into someone. I looked up at the most gorgeous guy I had ever seen. "I'm so sorry." I apologized. "It's okay, it was totally my fault. I was distracted." He admitted. "Uh, hi, I'm Breanna." I stuck my hand out. "I'm Pierce." He laughed, shaking my hand. "Where ya headed to?" He asked, putting his hands in his pockets. "I was just on my way out, I'm going home." I replied, looking at the ground. "I'll walk you home, a pretty thing like you could get jumped, we wouldn't want that." He laughed. We started walking to my apartment, talking about anything and everything on the way.

"Wait, you live here?" He asked, pointing to my apartment building. I nodded. "Holy shit, I live here, too. Right over there." He smiled, pointing a few doors down from mine. "Really?" I laughed, "How weird." We sat outside and talked for a few minutes until a school bus pulled up and dropped a little girl off. She ran over to Pierce and gave him a hug.

"Who's this?" I asked, smiling. "My little sister, Cadee. Say hi to Bre, Dee." He smiled, ruffling her hair. She whispered hi and I said hey back. She was adorable. "I should probably go in..." I trailed off, standing up and unlocking my door. "Hey Bre, why don't you come over later? We can talk some more." Pierce smiled. I smiled back and agreed to come over.

At around 6:00 I decided it was a good time to go to Pierce's apartment. I knocked on the door and he answered. He had a spoon in his hand, and an embarassed look on his face. "Hey Bre, come in. Sorry it's such a...mess..." He trailed off, scratching the back of his neck. "It's fine," I laughed. We walked in the kitchen where I could see macaroni on the table next to Dee. She was working on 3rd grade math and eating a big plate full of mac&cheese. "Look who it is Dee." Pierce smiled, putting the spoon in the sink. "Hi Bre!" She smiled, moving over so I could sit next to her. I sat down and watched her work on math while she told her brother about her day. "Are there any cute guys in your grade?" I laughed. She looked up and blushed. "His name is Cameron." She whispered. "Did you hear that Pierce, your sister has herself a little crush." I smiled, turning to look at Pierce. "Absolutely not." He smiled, wrapping an arm around me. "Why not?!" Dee asked, giving him a puppy dog face. "You're too young." He smiled. "So are youuuu." Dee pointed at Pierce and I. "I think it's time for bed Dee, come on." Pierce said, standing and picking Dee up. He carried her into her room. A few minutes later he called my name. "Yeah?" I asked, walking into the room. "She wants us to read her a bedtime story." He laughed, scooting over on her bed so I could sit next to him. I listened while he read her a story, soon she fell asleep and we left her room. We sat on his couch and talked. "My parents are god knows where, I'm all she's got, I can't let her down. She needs me, ya know?" He said, running a hand through his hair. I had asked him why it was just him and Dee. "Yeah, I know." I nodded, grabbing his hand and intertwining our fingers. I curled up next to him, and started to tell him about what went down with me and Mark and our parents. "Hey Bre?" Pierce asked after a few minutes of silence. "Yeah?" I asked. "You can stay here if you want." Pierce laughed. I smiled and we got up. He walked me to his room and I laid down on his bed, he got in next to me after he got ready for bed. He handed me some clothes and a toothbrush. "Here, so you can sleep in something other than jeans and a sweatshirt, and I thought you might want to brush your teeth." He laughed. I got up and went into the bathroom. I changed into the boxers and t-shirt and then brushed my teeth. I put my hair in a loose pony tail and then laid next to Pierce in the bed. "Goodnight Bre." He whispered. "Goodnight Pierce." I whispered back, curling up next to him.


Love,

Brenangelo. <3


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Thursday, March 24, 2011

Solar Flare Homicide

I got up off my ass when I heard a knock on the door. I opened it to reveal one Kyle Brumley. I stepped aside and let him in. "Hey Bre, how are you?" He asked, walking into the kitchen. "Got any food?" He asked, looking through my cabinets, but they were empty. "Guess not." He shrugged.
"What do you want, Kyle?" I asked, running a hand through my hair. "I'm bored out of my mind," He smiled, "Wanna go somewhere with me?" I shrugged, "Depends on where we're going." "Seattle?" He smiled. I agreed to go, because it was something to do, and I hadn't done much the past two weeks. "Awesome!" He smiled.
We got our shit together, and then got in his car. The drive to Seattle was long, and uber boring. I slept most of the way, until Kyle woke me up after an hour or two. I opened my eyes and looked at him. "Come on Bre, we need to eat." He smiled, getting out of the car. I just closed my eyes again, but then he opened my door. The cold breeze attacked my bare legs. "Shut the door, turd." I sighed. "No, you're going to eat, you can't keep starving yourself. Now come on." He argued, pulling me out of the car. He walked with me into a McDonald's. "Really Kyle? McInedible? Do you want to kill me?" I asked, laughing a little. "Shut up and order something, I'm starving." He laughed.
I got a kids meal, mostly for the toy. It was some sort of action figure. I nibbled on my fries and took a few bites out of my burger. "There, I ate." I smiled. Kyle shook his head and finished his fries. I don't know what he got, but there was a lot of it, and he ate every single bite. When he was done we got back in the car and headed to Seattle.
I played with my action figure until Kyle took it away and told me to go to sleep, I think he was just jealous of my super cool toy. Jerk.
When I woke up the second time, we were in Seattle and Kyle was explaining to me that we were going to a concert. "....I bought the tickets like a month ago, as a surprise for you." was all I heard.
"What?" I asked. "We're going to see All Time Low." Kyle smiled. "As much as I hate them, I'll put up with them for tonight." He laughed. I fought the urge to kiss him, that was the most amazing thing anyone had ever done for me. "But, we're going to see Emmure, too." He winked. "I knew there was a catch," I rolled my eyes. So, pretty much, we're in Seattle, kicking back and relaxing, going to concerts alll the fucking time. :D I don't know when we'll be back, but whatever.

Love,
Brenan. <3